reflection13

Forgive me journal for I have sinned It has been almost if not 5-6 months since my last confession. I am very sorry, I meant to be more diligent, really I did. There was so very much going on, so very much emotional bullshit back in january and february. And then, well new emotions, new feelings, new things... and school. Things fell apart with Aaron back in January, well, ok things had been falling apart much earlier than that, in hindsight they were starting to fall apart last summer. Looking back at my entries, there were alot of signs there... the restlessness in october... that something wasnt right and that I wasnt happy/satisfied in

Ok my real reason for writing this is that I just added this awesome Journal Skin :D Yeah im a sucker for unicorns and pegasus' :D Alot of shits gone down since the last entry... Im not entirely sure where to begin. December was alright, I enjoyed Mabel's party, the fencing party i threw was a success, Aaron and my weekend away was lovely. Christmas was superstressful busy and hellish, but I made it through, then I spend a couple days in London ON visiting relatives and recovering with some quiet time... and shopping. I got my hair cut into a new style so that it is layered at the front. It was new years eve when things started to go h

I really should be asleep, im tired... but my mind is too active... and I just finished drawing out the pattern for a craft project. Got what I need for it, maybe will start it tomorrow... So do I want to wear a dress to Mabel's party or pants and a blouse... if I wear pants and a blouse I will be warmer and probably more comfortable... but will also look... more businessy and this is a dinner/dance party. If i wear a dress it will be my black one and I will have to be in the mood to deal with not getting self conscious over just how much cleavage it shows off.. *sighs* I talked to miche tonight, that made me feel a little better, but I'